My Dilemma

So I've run into a slight dilemma. The computer is always an easy solution for when you're bored, so I get on it all the time to try and reverse my boredom, or at least keep it at bay. Out of all the boredom reversing things to do on the computer, reading blogs is a great one! So I read them. A lot. I go down the list of people's blogs, and it always makes me so happy when there are new posts. It always makes me so not happy when there aren't new posts. So as I'm going through the list of blogs, I always go to mine last. And for some reason, even when I know there won't be a new post, it always kinda surprises and disappoints me when there isn't one. Even though I know even if there was a new one since the last one I posted, I would already know what it said and have no reason to read it. But still. That is my dilemma. At least if there was a new post someone might have commented on it so I could read it. But no. And the problem is, to be able to read people's new comments, I have to write a new post! Sometimes life seems unbearably tragic.